i may have fucked up
the past couple of days being unemployed i have had a lot to think about and i have come to the conclusion that i more than likely fucked up. by moving back to vacaville i think i dumped possibly the greatest girlfriend ever.
several movies have been watched that i used to love to watch with katie which only led to inside jokes and memorably couple moments. i have yet to meet another person who did so much for me without batting an eye. more and more recently i miss her and wonder if im considering to move back to chico to be near her or my dad.
every girl i meet is completely lame or better left as a friend. but she for some reason was like a friend that i loved. i didn’t appreciate what i had and i completely regret it.
in other news i’ve been looking at some houses for rent and found one that i love. im allllll about it.