Jun 03 2009
∞
wild, crazy, sad
dunno how much i want to say in my state but…
i’ve cried a lot. i cant believe what my mom did. im going to have many talks with my grandmother. im in talks with my ex as for some reason i miss her more than anything in the world and im strangely considering moving back to chico to be near her and my dad. she is honestly the greatest girl in the world and i was a COMPLETE douchebag for leaving her to “find” myself. we all make mistakes. maybe i just needed time to grow up. after this week, i’ve grown. i only worry that i have much, much more room to grow because i dont know how much more i can take before i start taking cues from my mom with the pills.
